As we exit the womb that assembled us, the pieces to our life puzzle unscramble into a complex jigsaw and scatter all over destiny's map for us to find over destiny's timeline.
So, what if I don't find all my pieces before I run out of time??
It bothers me.
I believe we each have a purpose - regardless if yours is to make Ronald richer by surviving on his dollar menu diet, or something else of less significance - we were not put here by mistake (even if you were one).
Especially since graduating in Dec. 2008, I have never felt this lost in direction and purpose; I'm concerned that I'm wasting time not knowing and futhermore, not doing enough to figure it out. I've always been fairly spontaneous...one day at a time - laugh it off, drink it down, sleep it off, poop it out, whatever...and I'm having a great time but at the end of the day it's not going to get me what I want for myself. As long as moms n pops called the shots I got the best, and so it would be a complete disservice to them (and to me) not to continue climbing the ladder & just settle.
This world offers so much to do, so many places to see, and people to meet - Would you really want to miss out cuz you were sitting on your ass facebooking? Or hanging with people who stunt your growth? Or waiting finger-crossed for someone to fall back in love with you? I obsess that I won't live my life to the fullest...
We don't, but destiny and fate do, know what the final product of the puzzle is supposed to look like; however, we get to decide where we begin looking for the pieces and which one we want (or need) to find next...that much I know.
So, what if I don't find all my pieces before I run out of time? Do I fail? Or do i just shrug my shoulders and say "Well, at least I had one hell of a time searching!!"
To allow me to sleep tonight, then I come to the conclusion that if so much is pre-determined it would only make sense to believe we run out of time only when we set the last piece in place...
x
So, what if I don't find all my pieces before I run out of time??
It bothers me.
I believe we each have a purpose - regardless if yours is to make Ronald richer by surviving on his dollar menu diet, or something else of less significance - we were not put here by mistake (even if you were one).
Especially since graduating in Dec. 2008, I have never felt this lost in direction and purpose; I'm concerned that I'm wasting time not knowing and futhermore, not doing enough to figure it out. I've always been fairly spontaneous...one day at a time - laugh it off, drink it down, sleep it off, poop it out, whatever...and I'm having a great time but at the end of the day it's not going to get me what I want for myself. As long as moms n pops called the shots I got the best, and so it would be a complete disservice to them (and to me) not to continue climbing the ladder & just settle.
This world offers so much to do, so many places to see, and people to meet - Would you really want to miss out cuz you were sitting on your ass facebooking? Or hanging with people who stunt your growth? Or waiting finger-crossed for someone to fall back in love with you? I obsess that I won't live my life to the fullest...
We don't, but destiny and fate do, know what the final product of the puzzle is supposed to look like; however, we get to decide where we begin looking for the pieces and which one we want (or need) to find next...that much I know.
So, what if I don't find all my pieces before I run out of time? Do I fail? Or do i just shrug my shoulders and say "Well, at least I had one hell of a time searching!!"
To allow me to sleep tonight, then I come to the conclusion that if so much is pre-determined it would only make sense to believe we run out of time only when we set the last piece in place...
x
Mel
No comments:
Post a Comment